dat night was like dat peaceful//

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Wednesday, July 28, 2004 @ 7/28/2004 11:35:00 PM

Yesterday's entry... Hmm...Today was supposed to be my most tiring day of the week bcos I had volleyball training the night before. Usually every Wednesday would be my half-dead day..haha..but today i don't really feel so tired unless I feel so boring..haha.. actually it was a few days ago when i discovered something..haha..guess wat? I thought to myself as I was ironing, I thought that I would not think of tired or sleepy or esle i would feel even more tired. This will a tempting agent to make me wanna sleep and being more lazy. Hahaha.....so today, i applied what I have found out, and it worked! haha..but perhaps not for boring talk from the facilitator. Haha..yeah!!! finally i did the Excel Spreadsheet almost all by myself, and also asking Xiaoxin for help..hehe..finally i have a feeling of satisfactory! haha...usually Nemo, Xiaoxin and me did the ppt, den today it's Jaspal and Hafis did the ppt. Haha..wonder how was it...but luckily we don't have to do the presenting bcos we did last week...haha....usually there are 2 teams presenting each week... hmm...not too tired today....not bad...hehe

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Monday, July 26, 2004 @ 7/26/2004 11:54:00 PM

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Hey hey...

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Sisters Forever!!

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Hmm….it’s Sunday today…Writing offline again…haha…sitting on my bed now and jotting my thought for the day…it’s now 10.44pm. I am supposed to sleep early today as I am feeling very tired…but now don’t really feel tired though, perhaps I just had my 15 mins nap this evening…wah..can’t believe I almost doze off as I was ironing clothes this evening. Hmm..so the 15mins nap was good after all??? Haha…well…even in class, a few seconds also help I guess… This morning, I went to City Harvest Church as Liang Wei invited us…in the end Xiao Xin couldn’t make it, Chi Wei came only after the concert… At first I felt quite lonely sitting there alone as Liang Wei went to sing as he is in the choir. Whoa…actually I feel that their service was great. Everybody was so friendly and active. They were jumping as they sang along…it really reminds me of my Primary School( DLS) where I enjoyed the days there. I feel like they were trying to influence me into Christianity as they talk about letting God into my life and etc…well to me, as a Buddhist, I just want to be who I am. So even though I was from a Christian School, I just stand neutral. I also know that my family do not like me to go to church for some sort of religious reasons. Well, this is all a religious matter. Erm…there are quite a number of RP students serving that Church…I saw quite a few… And oh, it was such a coincidence that Stanley also invited his friends over too, that includes Hong Chuan…haha… and erm…it was actually not a bad day…but the thing is, they had my contact number, they will probably track me down and ask me go to that Church again… Oh no, I’m stuck! Haha… Oh…yesterday, actually I thought we will be having a volleyball friendly match, but in the end it was cancelled…so we, the volleyballers: Jasmine See, Jasmine Ang, Mei Fong, Angela, Mei Wei, Xiang Wei, Ronghua and ME went to Orchard to watch the Thai movie “Sisters” . Unfortunately, the tickets were sold out! Too bad! So we just walked around the Orchard area, Far East, etc…and looked around….well…though the trip was a wasted one, but it’s still ok..haha…oh yar, I’ve just learnt how to play pool! Haha…I ever saw my elder brother played snooker b4, but don’t know how different is Pool from Snooker. To me, it looks the same. Hmm…it was a fun day…haha…I played until so funny that they laughed at me…haha…and the ball keeps flying, but not off the table…just jump! Haha…it was fun…at around 8.30pm I had to leave there as my sis doesn’t want me to stay out late…bcos of the fun, I can’t really bear to leave that place…haha… Furthermore, I forgot to charge my handphone b4 I leave home, by evening, my battery was flat!! haha…ok…it was fun yesterday… Oh…today, my brother-in-law and my sis scolded me over my handphone usage… They complained that I used too much sms and then I have to top up my hi-card very often. It’s like throwing away money..haiz…but the way she said was too exaggerating already…haiz…got scolded too many time already….erm…The funny thing is, whenever I held up my handphone or start using it, she will accidentally see it, that makes her think that I have been using the handphone the whole time, but in fact I seldom use it. The same thing goes for my O level when she also accidentally saw me used the handphone while I was studying for my Os…and now she brought back the previous matter to scold me….Haiz…so frustrated…but what to do…It’s also really my fault lor…as for now she doesn’t want to change phone plan for me bcos she wanted me to have a taste of it myself..haha…well..so gotta save up in future…That’s also one of the reason why I wanted to get a part time job, so that I can have my personal saving and help out in my own expenses…but don’t know whether I can cope with it or not if I were to get a part time job during the weekends…haha..haiz…nvm…see first…. Gotta sleep now…it’s now 11.28pm…thought wanted to sleep early?!?!? Haha…

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Sunday, July 25, 2004 @ 7/25/2004 10:17:00 PM

Graduation Day!!

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Thursday, July 22, 2004 @ 7/22/2004 11:21:00 PM

Graduation Day! 2003

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kitty

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Wah…Meiwei really can’t wait for me to update my blog again…haha…She’s so free to read everybody’s blogs….erm….good ah…Now she’s probably my reminder…haha….. Well….what day is today? It’s Thursday! The last day of 2nd UT. Yeah…finally it’s over for now…haha… Don’t know why I am so tired after coming back from school today…just feeling like I have just had my volleyball training hours ago. Haiz…I am also so boring with myself..ha! Every entry sure must talk about “tired”... Hmm…Life is always tiring when you take part in sports activity…there’s a price to pay….but the thing is, I have never regretted it even though I feel the burden…haha…just hope that I could manage my time properly....hmm…*yawn* wanna sleep already, but just can’t at the moment since I haven’t completed my RJ for today and this RJ for the module needs more effort, as the facilitator looks out for efforts in RJ more….guess what??? I am now writing this entry offline…later I will paste it to my blog… Excited for tomorrow’s training again...haha…Am I mad??? haha…hmm tomorrow is C&C, are we going to “ Are you Serious?” again? Hahaha…what does that mean?? Haha…that’s a very funny situation. Last Friday, my team was kidding about going to the Tanglin Mall Mcdonald, in the end they were serious!!!!haha…”Are you serious?” And another thing is we actually went there and also kidding about going to the Genigles Hospital to interview a neurologist…and they were serious again!!!haha….Unbelievable….haha….so perhaps we will be going to Mcdonald again tomorrow if we have another interesting research to do….haha…wow..can’t believe my team members for C&C are so “on”…haha…and yar! Wonder what topic are we going to do tomorrow….Last lesson, I FINALLY opened my mouth out of my own accord…haha….since the debate is soooo…(dunno how to describe..hehe) it got me wanting very much to release my thoughts…haha….finally I did….isn’t it great? Haha…wei…why am I writing so many “haha” and “hehe”??? well..must add humour to make it lively and interesting….haha… Finally I did my RJ….so relief now…. Oh…Da De Jasmine just called me to tell me that the training is at 5pm and ends at 8.30pm..wah..so early…oh yar, erm…I think the volleyballers are planning to go and watch the Thai ghost movie “Sister” on Saturday after the friendly match with Ghim Moh...whaha….don’t know nice or not…I haven’t decided t whether to go or not since I don’t know I will be free or not…And oh…then if I go out on Sunday too, this weekend will be packed…haha…My “darling” in name…haha…extends the invitation to me to go to his church for some activities…don’t know so far who got go…?..he said it will definitely be fun…haiz….but I don’t know can make it or not…if I want to go out on these 2 days, I have to do my housework fast and wake up early to cover up my missed duties……Waaaahhhhh…..can die ah….no la….won’t die…haha…I am mad! Hahaha… Oh no….forgot to write about Eunice…I have lots of things to say, esp. after yesterday….haiz...will try to write the next day…

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Monday, July 19, 2004 @ 7/19/2004 12:29:00 PM

Haha...whoa...meiwei told me to update ah...haha..perhaps too lazy already...haha...see Blog can already mah, but update must log in and publish...waste time!!!haha..no la..not so bad one...will still keep in touch with my bloggy to remind me of what I did..haha..hopefully they are the happy contents... well...what to update ah? Hmm...of cos i have a lot to say about volleyball stuff, but never get to update, so kinda forget..haha...erm.. playing volleyball is definitely fun!!!!but last training BK made me do pumping...haiz!!!so angry!!!haha...my fault lor, who tell me to try jump serve while he was not looking, in the end he saw accidentally...and told me do pumping...the thing was..i did the normal pumping with palm flattened down on the ground..he told me to redo to the finger pumping when i was almost done. Qi si wo!!!haiz!!! so roughly i think i did 30 pumpings instead of 10! Believe it??!?!?! Oh...another thing is, i finally get a better comment in my C & C lesson, the facilitator said " I am glad u made an attempt to speak up today. I hope to hear from you more in future" haha...glad to hear that comment, otherwise i will not have motivation and encouragement. Haha...Why all of sudden talk? ahha...why? Bcos I played the role of a Doctor...ahah...everybody debate!!! I also no choice so i have to shoot!!! But say so little..nvm, at least i said something...haha..Hmm....back to lesson now...

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Thursday, July 15, 2004 @ 7/15/2004 11:33:00 PM

Sistas

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SistaS

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~SistaS~

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Hmm day...haha..well...nothing to write much here...just very tired that's all..haha....can't think of anything now...very busy with UT test...

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Wednesday, July 14, 2004 @ 7/14/2004 11:12:00 PM

Now it's night time!!! And i admit that i was tired after all...after halfway thru' my lesson...almost could sleep in class...haiz..."his" lesson so boring, teaching like secondary school style...keep spoon feeding..but also good in some ways...haha... My shoulder blade is aching now....haiz...wanna sleep now...

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Hmm...I thought i would feel very very tired today, especially because of yesterday's training. haha...but unexpected i don't feel so tired..now can pay attention very well...haha..erm..perhaps just now stand and sleep in MRT...haha...then now fresher already!!!haha..what a conclusion! haha... Well...these few days i have come down with a cold..haiz...but today i feel much better...hmm..good... Lesson time!!! It's break now...oh, i just went for a talk at Annexe Hall, so boring..haha..just go there to get a CE point- Diploma related. Wahahah...finally got one... Erm...today's lesson is so boring, have to create graphs in Excel Spreadsheet. Haiz... So confusing ah...haiz...

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Monday, July 12, 2004 @ 7/12/2004 10:34:00 PM

Yah man..tomorrow volleyball training..can't wait...haha..always so excited...yeah yeah...hope we can play well...haha..all RP volleyballers JIA YOU worz!!!

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where am I?

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Volleyball team 2003

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Unity Volleyball 2003

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Winnie The Pooh!!! SOoo Cute!!!

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Sunday, July 11, 2004 @ 7/11/2004 04:54:00 PM

Hmm...just finished everything i had to do for the day...it's like the same procedure...woke up, do housework, folding clothes and watching 'tou long zhuan feng' at the same time, then ironing, washing school shoes for my lazy nephews...haha...seems like so many things to do for the day..haiz...completely have no freedom of my own...just like being a housewife at this age! haiz! haha..well..that's my responsibilties..otherwise i would be nagged by my sister if i dle around, and not helping out in the house. I read an annoucement about application of part-time job for foreigners, which i very much wanted to get a part-time job...but i must finish my semester one first(as stated in the announcement). Look at my situation now, am I able to cope with it if i were to take up part-time job. Ha! Last night i talked to my brother-in-law about it, and he let me decide. But of cos on 1 condition, it must not affect my studies...and i hope so...haha...So from now onwards, i am going to prove to my sister that i will not waste my time away, i want to show that i can cope with things that i were to be occupied with. I'm going to manage my time properly...haha...This morning i woke up late, and my sis said " wasted ur time sleeping away, still can think of working..." ..haha...that made me wanting to prove to her...haha...next week i will try to wake up early and finish my daily chores as soon as possible.... On friday was my training. haiz...what a curse, just like what BK said, never have the fun on fridays...always things happened unexpectedly, such as raining or not everybody present for the training, so there will not be any formation...haiz..boring! Why must it always happen??? Well...i hope things will be better as time goes by... Another thing for that day was, guess what??? That C&C facilitator gave me almost the same comment again, haiz...i'm so frustrated with him, and he sure also frustrated with me...the comments seemed to be worse...haha..as in like.."i just dun understand why u are not involve in class discussion, what else can i do to help you and etc...sigh...can see that he's really really frustrated...haiz... this is also my fault la...since i dun talk much in his lesson...it seems like i dun the motivation to talk during his class..i also dun know why...oh yar, on that day, i was about to raise up my hand and talk, but dun know what's holding me back..i kept silent, unexpectedly when he said one of the most important factor that he wanted the class to answer was in my mind, but just that i did not speak up....haiz..i regretted that...so my sentiments were correct!!! haha...glad to know that...bcos i feared my answers will be wrong that's why i dared not speak up...i guess after this incident, i have more confidence to speak up...i hope so la...haha... Hmm....yes...my finger is better now...haha....sometimes can still feel a little bit of pain..but fine..can play volleyball with setting already...yeah!!!haha

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Thursday, July 08, 2004 @ 7/08/2004 10:11:00 PM

Volleyball Rulz!!!

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Volleyball Rulez...

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I did my journal in school today, but because of my laptop got hang, which happens recently...i was unable to publish my journal...haiz..wasted my effort. Anyway, luckiy i did not write much..haha...so it was ok... I was about to do my quiz when suddenly i couldn't get access to the internet, and as well as laptop gotten hang. I had to go to IT Helpdesk to get help. They told me that i had 150+ viruses...haiyo...no wonder my com hasn't been working properly for the past few days...Erm..I joked with Cui Ting, blaming her that was her fault..haha..always flooding my MSN with "shit" icona...because it was that time onwards that my laptop gets hang occasionally...haha... Erm..well..today i chatted with a friend, and he noticed that i have always used the word "sorry" for so many times..he counted 6 times...Didn't expect another person also have the same comment as Eunice...Eunice told me that i have always apologise to people, and the word "sorry" may one day lose its value...but really, i just can't help it sometimes, perhaps it is my habit...haha... I'm excited for tomorrow's volleyball traning again...haha...why ah? Dun know also..well, guess i always have the passion for volleyball, always turning up for training...haha...Erm...but don't know why ShiWen got so bored with the training...haiz..but i still find it fun...playing volleyball is never boring... hmm...(testing testing) my finger is much better...but oh, it's a week now...still not fully recovered. Anyway, i still can play without 'setting'. Should be no problem!!!haha....Erm..thinking whether i should bring back my knee pad to wash tomorrow...should be stink right now...well...let's see...looks like i will have many things to carry...that's because of my sweater..oh, must bring sweater tomorrow...i don't know why i can't stand the cold...Have to sit in the direction of the wind blowing out from the air-con..haiz.. What to do, my team sits under the air-con every Culture and Communication lessons...Haiz..think about C&C makes me headache...think about what comments the facilitator gave me...he seemed to be very frustrated with me...why? haiyo...all because he thinks i am far too quiet in class...What am i supposed to do then...Other facilitators also stop giving me that comments...now i have already spoken up in other modules, just more quiet in this module...i also don't know why...perhaps i lacked his encouragements and the team members i have are those very outspoken. They speak well, and whenever any questions have been raised by other teams were being answered by them...they are quick, not like me...think so slow, furthermore, my answers may not necessary be right...what if i embarrass myself...haha...haiz...think too much la...well...forget it..

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Hmm...sitting right here in class, waiting and thinking of an experiment to prove whether a small marble ball or a big ball will bounce higher. Haiz...doing research now... And oh...wonder when my finger is going to be alright, until now it is still not in completely good condition..haha...the thought what Sue said scared me...afraid injured something else instead. If tomorrow, my finger is still not ok, it will be week already. Furthermore, Xiao de jasmine said it will heal with the next day or two..didn't expect it will be this long...haiz...now my shoulder blade hurts...

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Wednesday, July 07, 2004 @ 7/07/2004 10:30:00 PM

My fatique was caused by yesterday...sigh...now i am so tired..oh, tomorrow is my 2nd UT for Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving I. The 2nd UT came too sudden already..that is only just a week or two after June holiday...haiz...So sleepy now... Erm...What a presentation i did today, i think i did badly bcos i could hear my stupid pronunciation suddenly went off...feel as if tongue-tied..haha...probably today is a bad day for me...so boring and damn tired...almost want to sleep in class...later i must be sleeping early to reserve my energy..haha... Hmm...today i reached home about 6.45pm, i forgot to watch the programme that Eunice asked me...by 7.10pm then i remembered. If not, i wonder what am i supposed to tell her...The programme was on biotech and biomed. stuff...saw students wearing white, just like researchers...so cool..haha...how i wish i could be like that...Well..soon the programme ended and there was nothing much, she have not appeared on TV. I thought i could see her on TV. Well..this afternoon i replied her email regarding the volunteering work thru' my hp, i said i could not make it bcos i have other programme for that day...I feel bad too, but i think i may not be free on Saturday...I knew that I disappoint her. Then in the evening she replied me, and she sounded disappointed as expected...well..after she told me she was fine, the next moment she told me she was not ok...maybe my sms was kinda not convinced that she was fine, so that's why she admitted that she was not ok...The way she replied kinda shocked me, but i understand how she feels...I also do not want to pester her to tell me what exactly she feels..who knows things may be worse if we were to blow up this matter...Whatever it was...i just hope that she can find the happiness that she always dream of...and truely hope that she will not get affected easily by any harsh impact that may come to her life...Haiz...Hmm..i know that she really treasure friendship a lot, even no matter what they did to her...she would stand by there hoping to let the friendship remains and recalls the happy memories...and that's why she always remember those thai friends whom she had interacted with when she went to Thailand by volunteering...Erm...just hope she forgive me if she reads this, bcos i wrote about this here...well...no matter how little we interact, it doesn't matter, i just hope that whatever it is, i will still always remember her as a great friend of mine...I just treat this blog as my journal, so i will just write what i have in mind...And i know my limits... So tiring now...my shoulder blade is aching again...not by volleyball,...it is by the usual sign of stress...whatever, may be sleeping position or my tense sitting position. Haiz...gonna sleep...

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This is yesterday’s journal…. It’s 11.46pm right now…Feeling so tired after volleyball training…haiz…so sleepy....hmm…oh…my finger has definitely been better, but still dared not ‘set’ the ball, anyway, sometimes I had forgotten about the finger and tend to ‘set’…haha…well…luckily I did not further injured my finger….and now, what have I brought home with me? It’s a new injury…haha…. Really stupid of me…I did not do warm up properly and probably I have hurt the joints between my shoulder blade and my arm…erm…it was not that bad actually…just have to endure with it since playing volleyball, have to take the hardship… Wow…today’s training was definitely more fun and exciting since we played formation with the guys…it’s challenging…haha… Those volleyball guys kinda mad ah, kept calling my name when I was walking past…trying to make fun of my “phoi phoi” name…which sounds like a ball bouncing…haha…getting annoying…hehe..well…anyway, they are very friendly, not trying to criticize or what…haha...just very funny that’s all… Only BaoKun(coach) calls me Phan…haha…he said my name hard to pronounce, so he preferred Phan rather than Phloy…haha..so some people never heard that, and they asked who’s Phan….haha…. Well….today I have hurt someone… what can I do then? I’m so tired of the pestering and stuff…I have made things clear…hoping that I will feel better.. Haiz…so sleepy right now… Goodnight me…

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Monday, July 05, 2004 @ 7/05/2004 12:11:00 PM

Haha...erm...my finger is getting worse...thought it would be better..actually woke up this morning, feeling better already..But feel like tie hair...so hurt my finger again..haha..stupid ah me...twisted it again..furthermore, the pain is now transferred to the right hand finger...like inter-connected...haha...wah..can't believe this man...wonder whether will heal tomorrow...wanna play volleyball leh...can't afford to be handicap..haha...well..haha..talked so much about my finger... Now...it's 3pm, just did my presentation as an offender, while some of them played the role as the prosecutors and juries...oh, so nervous..erm, wondered how i defended my stand..haha..luckily i think i did give some satisfactory answers...haha...hope so..oh..suddenly found out that i cant clap my hands because of my fingers...clapping for what? encouraging other presentors of course..Erm...I think it's still better to be an offender...can imagine how hard those prosecutors and the juries striving to take notes and asking challenging questions...that would be even more difficult for me...furthermore, im not that observant... Hmm....oh yar, i wrote 2 letters for the thai volleyballers whom i have talked about..Jutatip and Jutarat...i wrote in simple English and thai...since my thai is so terrible...Ermm...if not because of Mei Wei pushing me to write...i will probably take a very long time...haha..So, i wrote 2 letters last night...haha..and meiwei was so excited to take a look...Some more asked me how to write "I love you" , "I miss you", "How are you" and " You are cute and pretty" all in thai..Have to write very big and clear to let her imitate. Later after school, have to pass it to her.... Erm...I can't believe the RP volleyballers are so mad with the Thai volleyballers who came to play last 2 weeks...Wondered what really makes them idolise them so much...haha...this is fun...esp. Meiwei, she's really obsessed with jutatip...and now i think she's getting to like jutarat as well..haha..funny...From the last day of the SEA competition until now, they have been so obsessed with those players. They talked about them so much...haha...They even started learning some thai..haha...Whoa..they made me so proud ah...haha.... So stress right now, my shoulder blades are aching now...especially focusing on this...writing and writing...as well as listening to other teams presenting...and the facilitator is sitting across from me...haha...Hmm...i wonder how those people are so observant..can take note of some lacking points.... haiz...me ah, maybe im a selective listener...haha.. Erm..lesson ends now...it's 4.33pm...haha..yeah..finished my Reflection Journal(RJ). Later gotta go home with Nisa. Wonder how Pei Shan, Wan Fen and Cui Yun today...first day of school in NYP for them...haha...WanFen kept telling me that she's afraid of not being able to make new friends and being lonely....haha....she is so nice friend ...sure have friends...haha...

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Sunday, July 04, 2004 @ 7/04/2004 02:31:00 AM

Hey...wow...must really really thank Meiwei for helping me out with this blogging stuffs...wow, didn't expect so many people also created BLogger. This is actually fun! I'm getting more excited and motivated to write..hehe...maybe influnenced by these people in my links and Emily (ex pri. sch mate) Well...just thought of writing an online journal for myself to read, didn't expect to let people read..well, it's ok anyway....fun...haha...erm...my finger is still the same...whoa...now i stay up so late in doing some changes to this blogger setting... Erm...finally got to chat online with Eunice after so long...TOday i have let people know my blogger address...i feel as though i am more open now...not a secretive phloy anymore...haha...great uh? Erm...gotta stop for now...tired already...next time will explain more...haha....*yawns*...goodnight..i will miss u blogger...

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Saturday, July 03, 2004 @ 7/03/2004 04:43:00 PM

hmm... has been some time already since i last logged in here... Haiz...One of my finger seems like it's breaking off..so PAIN...*ouch!* what the hell is this suffering man...This is the consequences of "setting" the ball in a wrong way...and accidentally injured my left hand 4th finger...as for now. i have a hard time washing my hair, tying my hair and washing dishes....what a suffering.... And it's now swollen, can hardly straighten it...have to curl it like that...sigh! Well...these few days are the same usual school days...Im confused right now...feeling weak of many things...unexpected situation really lead me to vulnerability. It seems like I don't know how to face "this" situation. I'm at loss i guess. Why must this thing happened? Why I am so vulnerable...how can I deal with it??? What can I do??? I thought I am already stronger now? Guess still have to discover more about myself before i can make my own conclusion. Erm...Did i hurt somebody accidentally???i think i did...what should i do?

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*PR
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*a new hair-do/image
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Loves reality and abstract
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Changing personality
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Romantic on the inside not outside
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Learns to show emotions

Phanthipha, your true color is Green!

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people. It truly is your color!

Phanthipha, your passion is Bashful Blush!

Yours is a passion driven from the inside — not the outside. Some may misinterpret that to mean you're more timid than others when it comes to love, school, and life in general. But really, we suspect it's just that you focus more on driving toward your goals than announcing them to the world. While some people have to stand at a podium to stake their territorial claims — on guys, teams, or the honor roll — you're more likely to take a less direct route. (After all, it's easier to make your point when you're not caught like a deer in the spotlight.) A level-headed discussion with someone close to your issue, if not the person directly, is more your style — whether feeling out if your crush is already taken or asking your parents for a much-deserved raise in allowance. Your careful approach usually pans out better than creating a dramatic scene before a gawking audience. Sure, you go after what you want in life. But your style has never been to grab the bull by the horns. The patience you've cultivated has no doubt helped you become who you are today — a devoted friend, daughter, girlfriend, or student. So keep at it — picking your private battles. Then stand back to watch your bashful blush work its passionate magic!

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?

Phanthipha, you're a Steady Supporter Stand by your man — that's just something you naturally do. Once you've committed to a relationship, you are a constant companion who enjoys the comfort and stability that comes from being a couple. Not quick to judge, accuse, or think the worst, you have a lot of trust (in him and in yourself), and you rarely worry about where he is or who he's with. For you, mutual respect is of utmost importance. You are comfortable and confident in your own skin, making you a great pillar of strength in all your relationships. Whether he's striving to climb a mountain or land a promotion, you have his back. Best part is, you know he's got yours too.

Career Interest Inventory

Phanthipha, based on your responses, your top career area is Education and Training
Careers in this field often demand that you have an idealistic mindset. Whether it's teaching new information, skills, or behavior, you need to have a zeal for interacting with others and being in charge. Most likely it's important for you to know that your patience and communication skills can have a lasting impact on the lives of others.

What Does Your Style Says About You?

Phanthipha, your style says you're Sporty and Fun No matter which team you get a kick out of the most — soccer, softball, track, basketball, or cheerleading — you've got a love for games and staying active. Clothes and fashion are important to you, but for a team player like you, it's about more than just looks. You want to be comfortable and prepared for anything that might come your way. Whether you're more of an athlete or a fan, you like what sports can do for people — overcome challenges, learn something new, push themselves. Your cool style says that you're always up for a new game. And that'll always score you points!

Which Emoticon Are You?

Phanthipha, the emoticon that represents you best is the Smiling Face What's up, smiley? Somehow you just always seem to find a way to turn that frown upside down. Your upbeat attitude and friendly demeanor brighten up any room, including your favorite chat room. Like your classic emoticon counterpart, you're a staple on anyone's list. Boring days and sleepless nights are far more bearable when you're online to chat. Whether you're shooting the breeze, catching up, or giving out advice, you can cheer up anyone on the other side of the conversation. So keep lightening the mood, making new friends, and bringing smiles to other folks' faces. After all, it's just so natural for you!

What Kind of Cool Are You?

Phanthipha, you're Calm, Cool, and Collected Do your friends like to lean on your shoulder? Ask you for advice in life and love? Put you on speed-dial for emergencies? We bet they do. You're as balanced as they come. When it comes to making decisions, you're not afraid to take the time to weigh your options carefully in order to make the right choice. And it takes more than a few obstacles to rattle your cool head. The good news is that you've also got lots of heart, and you make sure that people know that you always have their backs. There's almost nothing more important to you than the people in your life, so being a support to them is the coolest thing around. Just like you.

Heart-Strong Idealist

Phanthipha, you follow your heart when it comes to success You're an impassioned individual who just can't suppress your ideals. You've got a strong sense of right and wrong, and want to let people know when they've crossed the line. Sure, there are times when you sit back to hear both sides of an argument. But people had better stay out of the way when your fiery passions take hold. But just because you can be a bit of a rebel with a cause, it doesn't mean you're incapable of being understanding and compassionate. It's because you're so invested in your ideas and interests that you can work so tirelessly toward your goals and speak up for what you believe in. So keep pouring your heart into it. With conviction like yours, you're sure to succeed!

What Breed of Dog are You?

Phanthipha, you're a Chihuahua! No bones about it, you're an energetic, devoted Chihuahua. For your breed, size definitely doesn't matter. After all, sometimes the best things (diamonds, car keys, Godiva truffles) come in small packages. Honest and straightforward, you're never afraid to speak up for what you believe in, especially if it's a cause near and dear to your heart. Having such a passionate personality can come with a few drawbacks, though. You can be moody at times, and people often find it hard to live up to your high standards. But once you make a friend, it's for life. Saucy and intense, your energy and unfailing loyalty make you a great companion. Woof!

Are You a Natural Leader?

Congratulations, you're a real leader! Your leadership skills are quite strong, so don't be afraid to step up to the plate when problems need solving — you'll do great. You've got a solid combination of positive leadership traits — from organizational skills to communication ability. These talents make you a great resource in the workplace, someone people can look to for guidance and direction. Still, there are a few things you might need to work on. To brush up on the different components of leadership, check out your scores below:

You Gender Identity

Phanthipha, you're 59% masculine
This is based on how you scored on a variety of traits that, founded on classic research and our own studies, are typically associated with men. You're also 41% feminine, which is based on how you scored on traits that are typically associated with women. When we compare your results with other women it shows that you are somewhat more masculine than other women. But what is gender identity exactly? A person's gender identity is defined by the extent to which they see themselves as masculine or feminine. Every person possesses both masculine and feminine qualities to some degree, however the extent to which each person has these qualities differs widely. While you were taking the test, we calculated your scores in 6 areas typically defined as masculine and 6 areas typically defined as feminine.

Who's the man of your dreams?

Phanthipha, The Boy Next Door is the man of your dreams The guy next door can be a lot more than the kid who played a great game of tag and buried you in snowballs. He can be the man of your dreams. A laidback and fun girl like you doesn't need a glass slipper or fancy jewels — you just want a guy who knows how to have a good time and has a handle on what's important. You're the kind of girl who wants to marry her best friend, so you might not have to look far for the perfect guy for you. Whoever said you have to kiss a lot of frogs to find your prince wasn't talking about you. Tag — you're it!

Class IQ test

Congratulations, Phanthipha!
Your IQ score is 129
This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns — both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace. And that's just some of what we know about you from your test results.

What hairstyle matches you?

Phanthipha, your hairstyle should be Flirty From cute curls to a fun flip, your hairstyle should show off the fact that you know how to strike the perfect balance between sassy and sweet. With your charisma and outgoing personality, you're sure to light up any room. From parties to workdays to lazy Sundays, your style always radiates your fun-loving charm. With your natural knack for wooing and your willingness to go out on a limb for what you want, it's no surprise that your style is sure to shine. So whether your hairstyle is lusciously long or coifed into the perfect pixie, we bet you turn heads wherever you go. Way to wow them!

What gets you whipped?

Phanthipha, you're whipped because he's Sweet Nice guys finish last? Not a chance if they meet a sweetie like you. There's not a thing in the world you wouldn't do for loved ones, and you wanna make sure you find a guy who's got his priorities straight too. Whether he's a bull-rider or a businessman, he'd better have a big heart. When you fall, you fall hard. And it's the little things that matter like when he opens the door for you, cooks you dinner, or leaves sweet notes in your pocket. Brains and brawn are fine and dandy, but he won't win your heart if he isn't in touch with his sensitive side. Awwww, how sweet!

What Type Are You?

You are a Hopeless romantic
Do you swoon when a guy recites poetry to you? Go ga-ga over a bouquet of hand-picked wildflowers? Then there's no doubt about it — you're a textbook Hopeless Romantic. Chances are you love soft music, candlelight, and long walks on the beach at sunset. Crying at sappy movies (your favorite kind) is a given — a box of tissues is a must — and you've have had your wedding planned since grade school. You're looking for a deep relationship — a soulmate. Traditional and sympathetic, guys love that they can open up to you and talk to you about their feelings, their past, and their hopes for the future. How can a suitor win your heart? By romancing you. Sending you flowers, surprising you with a picnic lunch, or going for a horse-drawn carriage ride. Before you know it, you'll be creating a life-long love story.

Pisces Personality

Like its symbol of two fish swimming in opposite directions, Pisceans are always torn between choices whether to seek the light or sink into the darkness. Being well liked for their kind and sympathetic nature, their charm of manner and carefree nature will impress many. You are compassionate, and unless pushed to the wall, will rarely hurt anyone. A Piscean can be very caustic but the sarcasm is not always direct and generally goes unnoticed. However, this can land you in a spot every once in a while. You find it difficult to conform and follow rules or to cope with discipline. When the going gets really rough, the Piscean may try to flee down river and hide amongst the vast schools of fish swimming lazily around. The very weak-willed among you are likely to indulge in alcohol and drugs to escape. Alternatively, you might be able to pour out your emotions in creative arts. You put your emotions in poetry or short verse but seldom open up to those around you on a personal basis. Although you might be impractical and somewhat uneasy with the real world, you are brave and prefer a lot of independence. Pisceans like to delve in spiritual matters and lots of you are fascinated by the occult. Maybe because many fish are psychic or their dreams can be strange and portential. Remember one thing: you are the culmination of all that has gone before, whilst Aries is the birth of the zodiac, Pisces the twelfth sign is death and eternity, you are the distillation of all the other signs.

Pisces Lover

In the world of romance, you crave fairytales, being more in love with the idea of love than being in love itself. Though you are strongly attracted to good looks, your attention will completely fizzle out if your partner is not intelligent; you may just simply lose interest once you have been able to "secure" the object of your desire. For some, the pursuit is sometimes more fun than the end result. Those born under Scorpio, Cancer, and Pisces make ideal partners for Pisces. Pisceans can be unnecessarily suspicious and jealous, and this might cause a lot of heartache. Although you will expect a perfect marriage, your unpredictable moods will be the reason for some tension at times. The most important ingredient you bring to a relationship is love. You are gentle, sensitive, and a romantic through and through, valuing fidelity in a marriage and will be kind and affectionate to your spouse and children. Though you let your partner take on a dominant role in public, you like to rule at home. As you long for love, it is essential that you establish a loving relationship with your family.

Pisces Professional

Pisceans will do well in performing arts, especially the theatre. In science, Pisceans tend to work in the fields of either physics or medicine. They will also do well in ocean-based occupations or working with animals. Pisceans normally have talents that will get them money and fame. The streak of independence in you rarely allows you to be dependent on others. You will be ready to help the needy, having no consideration for a rainy day, even if you are not sure that it will be returned. You hate to chase money owed, hoping that it will be returned voluntarily. You are often distracted when bored, which tends to affect your work adversely. You need to be focused and inspired to give your best.

Pisces Traveller

You love water and would head straight for some beach resort. Perhaps scuba diving and water skiing on holiday is your dream holiday; though splashing around on the beach is your idea of fun too. You are generally very emotional and romantic so would love to holiday with your partner.

Pisces Well Being

Pisces people have slow metabolisms, which is why they wake up sleepy eyed and listless, poor eating habits can bring troubles so try to set regimes and stick to them, Pisceans lungs are not strong, they can be a bit asthematic and are also prone to colds and flu bugs. Those of you living in cold climates should take adequate protection against the cold (keep your head, hands and neck covered). Those living in warmer climes should take special care of personal hygiene. Most of you are less than average in height, with large or small hands, big feet or little feet there are generaly no in betweens. You have a tendency to put on weight, unless you make special efforts to fight it off. A double chin is common among Pisceans and a good number among you have large eyes and a wide mouth. Ankles and feet are the vulnerable areas of Pisceans. Some also suffer from liver and digestive afflictions and varicose veins. Painting, listening to music, reading and dance can help calm your nerves. Swimming is a good form of exercise as well as relaxation for you. Pisceans are often good at martial arts as they have the necessary inner strength, try some Tai Chi first thing in the morning to put life in perspective for the rest of the day.

Pisces Luck

Warm colours like red, yellow and orange are lucky for Pisces. Your lucky stone is amethyst, whereas Sunday, Tuesday and Thursday are favorable days. Wednesday and Friday do not prove to be good for people under this zodiac sign. Neptune is your ruler and your element is water (WATER Water people are never petty. They are clever and plan well ahead. But they often tend to be timid. The element Water is represented by blue or black. Water shapes include gentle undulations like waves in a river. A water house has numerous bays, and like the ebb and flow of water, experiences regular change in fortunes)

Pisces Teens

The best shoulder to cry on -- that's the Pisces girl for you. Compassion and sympathy are the hallmarks of this girl and don't be surprised if she ends up in the profession of social welfare. Since much of her time will be taken up relieving others' worries, she will hardly find time to pamper her personal self. Comfortable in second-hand clothes, she'll be happy in whatever makes her feel comfortable. The Pisces lass has a dreamy disposition and loses track when she wanders. She is invariably late for appointments. The best institution suited for her will be, preferably, a small liberal arts college. Always willing to help a friend, the inner beauty of a Pisces lady lies in her creativity and powers of empathy. Kind and compassionate, a Piscean lad generally goes out of his way to help others. He never intentionally hurt others and seeks to avoid confrontation at all costs. He spends much of his time in the cocoon of his private dream world. He is absent minded at times. He sees the world through rose tinted glasses, he walks around with his head in the clouds. He is generally a loner and often has to be drawn into the company of friends. By and large, he is very selective about his friends. He often lacks in determination and this may account for his not realising his potential. He is an impressionable person who could get into wrong company that might have potentially disastrous consequences. If he can be motivated to work hard, there is very little he cannot achieve.