My fatique was caused by yesterday...sigh...now i am so tired..oh, tomorrow is my 2nd UT for Cognitive Processes and Problem Solving I. The 2nd UT came too sudden already..that is only just a week or two after June holiday...haiz...So sleepy now...
Erm...What a presentation i did today, i think i did badly bcos i could hear my stupid pronunciation suddenly went off...feel as if tongue-tied..haha...probably today is a bad day for me...so boring and damn tired...almost want to sleep in class...later i must be sleeping early to reserve my energy..haha...
Hmm...today i reached home about 6.45pm, i forgot to watch the programme that Eunice asked me...by 7.10pm then i remembered. If not, i wonder what am i supposed to tell her...The programme was on biotech and biomed. stuff...saw students wearing white, just like researchers...so cool..haha...how i wish i could be like that...Well..soon the programme ended and there was nothing much, she have not appeared on TV. I thought i could see her on TV.
Well..this afternoon i replied her email regarding the volunteering work thru' my hp, i said i could not make it bcos i have other programme for that day...I feel bad too, but i think i may not be free on Saturday...I knew that I disappoint her. Then in the evening she replied me, and she sounded disappointed as expected...well..after she told me she was fine, the next moment she told me she was not ok...maybe my sms was kinda not convinced that she was fine, so that's why she admitted that she was not ok...The way she replied kinda shocked me, but i understand how she feels...I also do not want to pester her to tell me what exactly she feels..who knows things may be worse if we were to blow up this matter...Whatever it was...i just hope that she can find the happiness that she always dream of...and truely hope that she will not get affected easily by any harsh impact that may come to her life...Haiz...Hmm..i know that she really treasure friendship a lot, even no matter what they did to her...she would stand by there hoping to let the friendship remains and recalls the happy memories...and that's why she always remember those thai friends whom she had interacted with when she went to Thailand by volunteering...Erm...just hope she forgive me if she reads this, bcos i wrote about this here...well...no matter how little we interact, it doesn't matter, i just hope that whatever it is, i will still always remember her as a great friend of mine...I just treat this blog as my journal, so i will just write what i have in mind...And i know my limits...
So tiring now...my shoulder blade is aching again...not by volleyball,...it is by the usual sign of stress...whatever, may be sleeping position or my tense sitting position.
Haiz...gonna sleep...
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