Very tired
very tired
very tired................
Yao suan bei tong~~~
HaPpY BiRtHdaY WaNFen~~~~Wish a happy birthday!!!!
*1.03pm*
So boring now...online since 12pm...don't know what to do besides chatting and surfing
the net aimlessly...just thinking of a nick for my msn bahx...wanna write something
meaningful...haiz...hmm...also part of my reflection bahx...i guessed it for some ppl out
there who faced relationship problems....haah......i just flooded Sw's blog with all my
luosuo advices? haha..haiz..hopefully she's fine bahx....don't know what else to tell her
besides maybe giving her some words of concern by writing...oh im terrible in verbal
expressions...haha...hmm...*Lao Si* ah....take it slowly bahx~haiz...
Hmm hmm....yeah! my flu is better now...last 2 days got sore throat and runny nose....
don't know why so fast got it after the last time...shouldn't be that fast mah...haha...and I
thought i didn't eat as much tidbits as i did the last time...already tried to cut down le...
perhaps now it's due to the mooncakes? But i also didn't eat so much mah...maybe the
reason is..i didn't drink enough water after eating? alamak..eating mooncakes is heaty..
better don't eat too much....haha...luckily my flu quite ok le...hmm....it's 1.24pm le....got to
get ready by about 2pm...then going to buy candles and paper lanterns for the vball "kids"
to play...whahaha..oops...sorry...hehe..but it's fun isn't it? hahahaha...then da de jas will
buy the mooncakes and we share share...guess i won't be eating much...even at home see
mooncakes also scared to eat le....later sore throat worse....but see already..
*10.13pm*
*Phhewww* What a busy and relieving day i had today...feels good now...just took my
shower...before that i had my dinner...was damn hunngry...felt wobbly at 1st..hehe....hmm...today i did my housework as usual...and was online for a while...then got back to
do some extra housework....and guess what is it? haha...clear up the mess in my nephews'
room...it has never been a proper room...always flooded with useless stuffs...haiz...books,
toys, wrestlers cards piles up and were in a great mess....wanted to sort them out for so
long already..but was lazy to do so...so today did it at one go..woah...don't know where
to start...found out that they have so many westlers cards and can fill up 2 large shoe box
...wonder how much have they spent on those cards...haizyo...kids ah kids...keep buying
and admiring them....wonder what's so nice about that...haha...wah...i had to take a few
hrs to do the cleaning...and taadaa~ finally the room looks clean and bright! haa! thanks to
me ah? haha...lazy to do also must do...wait longer will become jungle ah....haiz....felt
relieved after that...*1 st task completed!* haha...hmmm...*took a break* talked with my
sis while she was cooking...after that continued with the 2nd task....that's the study room
!!! it's the worst! More things to do...haiz....think about it made me feel so lazy to even
start...haiz...nvm, since i made it even worse by anyhow putting the materials brought from
my nephews' a while ago, so might as well clean up today too...if not tmr also no time
bcos of vball training...woah...actually really don't know where to start lor...walked in and
out so many times and don't know which corner to start cleaning from....haiz...finally i
slowly did it...have 3 desks to settle....first i started from Zhong Yi's desk...and den Zhong
Ren's and lastly mine....of cos mine is the easiest..oh mine will do again next time since i
was too tired le...hehehe....hmm....there are so many worksheets and books to sort out....
usually when they keep their worksheets or books, they would just piled them up and
looked terribly messy...even rubbish could be found...useless stuffs also keep...wasting
space...empty toy boxes also keep..haiz....let them see i throw them away, they will take
them back and keep again ah..haiz..so cannot let them see....haha...i guess i did the
cleaning of this room alone for several hours...i think from 6pm till 9.30pm ah...haizyo...
and taadaa~*2nd task completed* felt much much better...hehe...finally can let my mind at
ease....felt so sticky and warm after that...just about to go and bathe, then realised i have
to go and fetch Zhong Yi's from tuition....arghh...so sticky!Yucks! I wanna wanna bathe!
heee...no choice lor....actually i didn't realise that it was already 9.35pm...i was damn
hungry too...feels weak and wobbly...hehe....i was so hungry that i gobbled a few
mouthfuls of food before i went down....haha...and came back...continued eating...hehe
...after that then i took a shower...wahh...felt great...and cool! hehe...nice nice....haha..think about it, seems like i did spring cleaning uh? Huh?? Spring cleaning before
Lantern Festival? hahaha...got such thing anot? hahaha....Crazy imagination lahz...haha...Well...overall..i felt great and relieved...haha.....
*12.31pm*Sat
Oh no...wat is this man? Hurt myself again...now whatttt...? just quickly did housework this morning, while closing the cabinet, then *pumppp!* go my finger....my left index finger got it! A slight skin came off...and a little bleeding...then have to put plaster...see lor, finally my cute plaster came into good use...wanna use it so much that it has come true....(shi xian le bahx) haiz...shit ah...*Aoww! Aoww* haha..what a funny sound effect...hmm...dared not tell my sis..later she will
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She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality.
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Sometimes don't know can trust this or not...haha....
Pisces woman
She can be a tease, often using her feminine wiles to get her way. In a power struggle, her style is covert and subtle, which is why on the surface she may seem fragile. In truth, she's a lot tougher than most people give credit for. Her intuition and acute perception bestow her with a deep spirituality, and her devotion to her ideals is what pull her through the difficult times. She is mother earth, all sensitivity and caring. While she may be a slow starter, she's creative. In love, the Piscean woman is a total romantic and views love through rose-tinted glass, often defining herself by her relationships.
Hmmmm...i find this quite true....hahaha.....
Just drop by to blog for a while....too tired to blog the whole story....recently blog a long entry then was somehow gone.........lost in nowhere.......so pissed off...so now don't feel like repeating that entry.......haiz......
Haiz....just flipped through my old entries of my journal(in a book) written during the secondary school times...bad and good memories just flood back....... esp. the bad memories flooded back...making me feel remorseful.....esp...o levels setbacks and friendship stuffs...making me like a lost soul...where nobody cares......haiz..just think about it..how much i have changed....can't believe how much i have changed....feels weird..haha....sometimes it's so nice to read old entries...haha...
tired le..wanna sleep.....ZZzzZz~~~
Nice Message
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If you really want to kiss somebody... kiss her/him.Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too . And if you don't kissher/him today, tomorrow can be too late
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Recently i haven't been online much...guess? My sis and bro-in-law don't like to see me chat and chat insteads of studying...haizyo...once in a while still can accept it....but not everyday mah...and besides it's was quite late already...so i seldom let them see me chat..haha..so bad uh?...haiz...hmm...i told himc* that i can't always go online lor...hope he understood...but sadded too that can't chat with himc*...so far...last night chat with himc* and the feeling was weird..it seems like we haven't been talking or chatting for a few days...don't know why...I seemed to have lots of things to say..yet really don't have to chance to do so...so it's like the topics of the day had been wasted...hmm...well..nvm...not all things go well....
hmmmm....at home blogging now...seems boring....today is the 2nd day of the holiday...it's Thursday...guys having training today...and he* asked me whether i will be going to the guys training...and i couldn't confirm since don't know whether have any girls going...and now sadded...since nobody's going...bcos of the heavy rain...probably can't use the court....well...that means today i can't see him again? hmm...hope he won't be so disappointed also...haiz...he hurts his thumb again...the old injury is back...now it's swollen..aiyo...sounds bad....couple's of days back, it was okie...oh poor him...i can't help him in anything...just pray for the best in his recovery bahx....and today he have to go back for training...pitied him(is the word pitied sounds strong?)...so xinku leh...hmmm....I hate my ankle/foot!!!! until now it hasn't really recover....really laaaaggg like my body functions....even muscle ache also just yesterday then took effect.....weird la......hmm...nvm....Think i have been writing a lot today.....hmmm...
Thoughts for the day:
Why am I able to see and feel my own feelings....then why do I not know how to express it?
YEAH!!! last day of the school!!furthermore, today's lesson ended very very early...first time in history...haha...at 12.28pm leh! haha..so happy...but now nothing to do...wanna sleep also cannot...in con10 now..haiz... thought of sleeping but just couldn't sleep...hmmm....
oh yar...just now the stupid Scary creature(Gary) sent me something damn "nice" lor....huurrr....nice uh? it almost scares me off my chair, and I screamed! he better watch out ah...
haiz....thinking about yesterday's match with NP...thought we would have chance to really fight with them....but in the end we also lost to them..that's sad....haiz...whatever it is now...just let go...we can work hard for next year's IVP....hmmmm....will stop for now...lazy to update even though i am free now...feel like slacking all the way....hmmp!!
continued...hmm...in school right now..trying to find a time to blog...oh okie...stay home yesterday
besides going to Lot 1 and get the white tape(strappel?) for my ankle...and bought frozen
chicken wings, later sis gonna fry them...whoa..eating all the fattening and oily stuffs again
...had enough le la...haiz...today's lunch also ate chicken cutlet, friends influenced de..haha...well..was sooo full after that.....can't finish it..wasted ah....wah...suddenly jumped to
today's event uh? well...went library too yesterday, to borrow some story books...since
talking about ghosts and interesting story books with hc..haha...and i was reading a ghost
story book based on the true stories..haha...then suddenly got the urge to borrow the story
books...haven't been reading much too..so better improve my English as well...hmm.. oh
yar!!!saw a tiny cuty baby girl in the library...she's soooooo cute...haha...hmm...feel like
hugging and carrying her leh..super cute!!!haha...after that went home and thought of ironing yet didn't do ironing..haha...too lazy bahx...and
was watching yi tian tu long ji...delaying it until at night..but fell asleep at around 10pm like
that..haha...super early after sooo long...haha...no wonder today not sleepy...probably had
enough rest...haha..oh no...hc sent me sms yet i didn't get to see until this morning..haizyo
...me ah...just fell asleep like that a few times liao...then I felt so bad for not replying him...
hehe...just slept like that...like a pig la...noOf cos he said he won't mind la...but i just feel
bad mah...Hmm...yesterday the whole day not online as don't want my sis keep nagging and scolding
me...everytime see me chat and chat...like no need to study one...haiz...scold until i wanna
go mad le...then got one time she scolded me until i feel like crying...but i just held back my
tears....bcos some words are just hurting...given my character, I am sensitive to criticism...
everything that sounds hurting i just keep ponder and is sad over it...haiz...forget it...just
don't make her angry in future lor...at least try bahx...
oohh...i wanna play the best for IVP today!!!! i have made up my mind not to think about
the pain of my ankle...though i still feel slightly pain today esp. with the impact of landing, i
will just have to think about the game...not gonna think about my ankle...dun care already
...why can others do it while i just can't think like them? haiz...like Bk said...wo tai zai hu wo
de jiao le...it also has to do mentally and with my confidence...Oh well...just will do my best today...and wait for my updates..
Hmm..somehow i still feel that yanwei still hasn't given up on me...always asking me how's
my ankle...and worst of all...he's asking whether i would like to go to somewhere near his
house there like the last time we went, to play volleyball...haiz....just because on sat was
somehow the 1st time he talked to me face to face...he just asked me " you played
already?" i just replied with a " yar" den walked away...then at night sms me about asking
me whether i wanted to play volleyball...and i said i don't want....always tells him like that..
like..."busy" and "tired"...just hope he understood...anyway, he knew that i have bf...some
time back ago...he just asked me how's hc...and i said good lor, den yanwei said that if he's
not good ah, he will still go after me...oh nooo...the moment i saw this sms, i was so shock!
fear overwhelmed me again...true as it is, rh said that he's very persistent...never give up on
the girl he likes... hmm...i also heard that he's going after my friend, Carol in NYP? hahah...
that's what she told me...and she don't even know his name!...haha...well...just forget it...Actually quite excited for today's match!yeah!!!Hopefully we can play better....
Oh shit...i thought my com is better...thought that the trojan virus was already cleared..but
the window of the virus just appeared!!!oh no!!what on earth is happening?? Later got to go
IT Helpdesk le...Yeah! today's lesson ended very very early..about 1.36pm? hahaha.....sooo good...and
tomorrow's is the last day of school....yeah!!!!
yeah!! so happy my lappy is ok already...can blog again lo...hehe..okie..gtg slp now....had a tiring day...to be continued...it's now 1.29am....
Niteez blog! hehe..
Wishing star......are u there???hehe...*mad* too much vball kills my brain cells...
Yesterday's entry:
Back to blogging again. Hmm...I think got a lot to say bahx...haha....but don't know where to start..Oh yar..did I mention about the IVP? It just started on Monday, on the 6th of September...Was excited for them, but too bad I couldn't play..*sadded* but nvm...will make up for the next few games...hopefully i won't lose touch with the ball...since haven't been playing and running around..hmmp! this is sad....So far we have lost all the games for the IVP. We girls had played with Temasek Poly and lost to them by 3-0. But I think that our defense was not bad that day...we managed to save a few good balls...hmm..meifong also did quite well on that day...her reaction was quite good...Hmm..heard that the guys were off form....they were playing with NUS. Don't know how much off form la...not observation me...hehe...well anyway...i enjoyed watching the games...Oh yar...I saw Grace, Hc ex-gf, she is from TP...she is cute although i could only see her from afar...haha... gentle and friendly looking girl...She smiled at me! so shocked...and then i also smiled back...that's my normal reaction when people smiled at me...haha...no wonder meiwei said she is very friendly...i think she's really nice and friendly too...hc told me that she saw me walking like in pain...so asked whether i wanted any ankle guard bcos she had a lot...i was surprised...hehe...hmm...had quite a good impression of her...hmm..another thing is, she played quite good volleyball...of cos mah...played for 10 years..that's what hc told me...probably that's her talent too...After the game...we went to eat at the Tampines MaCdonald...ate until so full..bcos of the free sundae...haha..the creamy chocolate fludge(spell correct or not har?) was so sweet..one mouth of it makes me hard to swallow as one mouth seems so fattening...hmmm...i reached home quite late...about 11.35pm? Haiz!!!Dunno why BK the coach always tease me and hc...so 'gek sim'..haiz..he nothing better to say? So 'qian bian' one...Asked me where's my bf, got meet him or not..etc...then I asked him back..." then how about ur gf?" Know what he replied? "Guan ni pi shi!!"Whoa....damn qian bian lor..Like cannot ask him....haiz...what to do..he's like that...nvm la...also never hate him...later one day he say too much ah...maybe will? who knows???hahahahaha....
Haiz...talking about my ankle..*ouch* feels hurt....don't know tmr can go for training? hopefully can...bcos i just rubbed a chinese medicated oil and massaged the part where it hurts and tried twisting it around..hoping to give it an exercise....hahaha...well..it became better a little after that...furthermore, I tried running and jumping a little...testing whether i can go for training tmr...but right now...after sitting for too long..it starts to become numb...and will be more pain later...haiz...dunno why like this....haiz!! also feared that on Saturday i can't play as it may not be fully recovered...maybe will be very xinku and have to run with suffering..what to do? Who asked me to be so "high"? hahha....forget it...just have to pray for the best now...later before going to sleep will massage one more time...hopefully tmr will be even much better....oh yar...something here is quite weird...hmm...don't know why at the end of the day, my foot will be much better than in the morning...hmm..maybe bcos of the exercise? moving around it's better? haha..maybe bahx...
Yeah!!!..today is the last day of UT for semester 1! haha....so good...finally over...waiting for holiday....today i had Engineering Science lesson...hmm...quite a number of my classmates play truant today...(pon) haha...but facilitators don't really care one lor since the students had already gotten their 14th grades for this semester..so not necessary anymore for some of them...I feel like leaving school too...but didn't..haha...of cos I don't dare la...my sis always wanted me to attend lesson regularly...later if i really 'pon', den my brother-in-law do a spot check on my attendence, then i die! haha...anyway, just don't really like to miss lessons la...later cannot catch up....some more my brain so slow one..better be consistent...Hmm...wah..i really did a bad presentation today compared to other lessons...don't know why...suddenly have that stupid tongue-tied...and don't know what was I uttering.. what a "paiseh" performance....well...nvm...last lesson for this module le...Oh yar..i was so happy that day...hehe..got an A for cognitive for UT4. Yeah!!! den keep praising that i had improved...who knows this UT is just a luck only..haha...previously got 2 Cs...and a B+...actually in all cases, if i got B for anything, I'm quite happy already...haha...as for the dialy grades, the facilitator mark more for RJ..last week i wrote a long RJ and I thought i was writing out of point...so scared at first...but now got an A for that...haha...den i read my Rj again...doesn't look like my writing..like one glance don't know what was I talking...haha...nvm..happy liao!! haha...
Hmmm...actually wanted to write about something here...I was thinking whether to write about my relationship stuff in the blog...*thinking for some time*...well...there are some reasons why I hesitate...hehe...i think it's more personal and maybe who knows...people reading it will tease me..haha...later i become super paiseh...haha...maybe must have limits bahx...cannot simply write everything down right? Know why I thought whether to write or not to write? Bcos I feel that a life which only talk about one side of ur life seems unrealistic....it's also hard to write based on what i did..how could I reject some part of what i feel like saying...hmmp!! so think and think...in the end...look at people's blogs and see....they wrote some of their personal stuffs too..and don't think they feel shy la..if not then why they write for people to see right? haha...but actuallyin my case, my purpose of writing in a blog is supposed to be a secret diary...not for people to see....so..so far..what i have said were quite general...I can't find any web diary which is private one..so no choice..well..haven't i been open-minded now to take the courage to writing online and letting people see? haha....hmm.....so i actually asked hc whether i should write these relationship stuff in the blog...he just said it's all about MY diary...penning down my own thoughts and not caring what people said....yupzz....he was quite right...and I even asked Dade Jasmine and Angela whether they wrote in their blogs...sometimes they did...haha..hmm okie...i think..i was relieved to hear...haha...so now i thought of penning it down here...oh pls...some people out there...don't tease me until i die of overflowing of blood on my face hor!hahahhaha....see lor...one thing is, hardly have a stand on my own...hmmm.....why so many hmmm and hmmm ah? haha...well..okie..stop here for now...wrote too much already........
I have found this in my friendster's bulletin...all the letters represent something...haha..though they said that it is quite true...but i think that it's not very true leh...haha...but interesting..
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
H - You are not judgemental
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
O - You are very open-minded
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
H - You are not judgemental
A - You love to make the people around you happy and cheerful.
N - You are a sporty person.
T - You have an attitude, a big one
H - You are not judgemental
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
P - You are very friendly and understanding
H - You are not judgemental
A - You love to make the people around you happy and cheerful.
S - You are very broad-minded.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards
K - You like to try new things
S - You are very broad-minded
E - You are a very exciting person
N - You are a sporty person.
Yeah..just went to watch Garfield the movie today....haha...it was quite funny and touching...hmm...actually was supposed to stay at home to rest..and dun walk around too much..hehe..but in the end still went out..my sis asked me to accompany my nephews to watch the movie..den i readily agreed as i wanted to watch it too...hahaha.. guess wat my sis said? haha..it sounded funny..she said " don't go out and let people step on ur foot hor"..haha...den i was giggling away myself...haha...went out to eat lunch cum dinner before the movie...it was about 6pm....i ate fried carrot cake today...so long never eat so wanna try...hmm..it was nice!!! haha...then after that still buy pop corn and pepsi to eat in the cinema...so full now...stomach bloated like pig...wahaha...with the condition of my foot like that, I still walked around Lot 1 and went to almost every shops which interest me..haha...must wait until 7.45pm then the movie starts...
The movie ends at 9pm... and we went home...aiyo...i really got pissed off by my 2 nephews when we go out...haiz...everytime they always play and play around, talked non-stop, so annoying...worse than girls...i think my life span will be shorten by them ah...can't go out with peace...have to scold them every now and then..telling them to shut up and etc...but they seldom take my words seriously unless i got really bad temper and shout at them...sometimes go out with just wanna act like don't know them...haha...like that so bad ah? but again....they are like irritating pests....haiz..shall not talk about them...
Wah...just watched the last few parts of the "Seventh Mth" ghost show...really scary....hmm..actually Singapore can also make really scary ghost shows...
Tmr IVP!!!!excited to some extent.....haiz....u know why......can't play!!!!well.... life is like that...
Next week school holiday!!!!yeah!!!
Oh yar..my brother-in-law just went Indonesia yesterday..so he couldn't help me to rub again...i thought only rub on that day is enough...aiyo...then Gary told me must rub everyday....i had already so scared of the 1st attempt....so painful....now i have to do the applying of the medicated oil myself...dun dare to rub hard..use cotten instead...haha...and i wrapped it up myself....so ugly! my brother-in-law wrapped up for me until so nice, and have pattern...haha....that's what some of them said....But noe i wrapped up myself? Like ' Ba zhang' lor... hahaha...
Yeah!!! next week last UTs..left with Engineering Science and C#!!!! I feared these 2 modules the most....anyway....last week of this semester!!! so happy....time really flies...
Haizzzzzzzzzz……..What is happening these days??? Now I have sprained my ankle, is it really ankle? Hmm..i think it’s more of the veins at the side of my foot. I think it’s swollen Haiz! Really sad ah…feel like crying…*whuaaa*….what to do now? Regret? What was done can’t be undone…there goes my days…How about IVP? Hopefully it will be better before IVP….Now I have only 3 days to rest…to determine whether…….argh…dun wanna think about it!!! Had enough fire over this matter! I am so angry at myself…I hate myself…My sis said I am always so clumsy, always come back with injuries.... Shiwen is also angry at me… haiz…all this thing is too late…what can I do now? Hmm…think about it, really feel like crying… I feel moody today…really feel like letting the team down…I don’t think tomorrow I can play in the friendly match as my foot has shown no improvement from yesterday..haiz…. well, just got to pray for it to recover fast….why must things like that happened in such a critical time. It’s always the case… last year before my major tournament, my hand had been scalded by oil and my skin was “cooked”…oh no….until now the scar is still there…So, I can’t play in the 1st two games, except for the last two games, but in the end I also didn’t perform my best as it was still hurt…hopefully, this year won’t be like that…*Pray Pray Pray* Please help me….haiz….forget about it….Not only that, yesterday I felt my old injury at my 4th left finger was back…dunno when I had hurt it accidentally..haha…but it is ok today…good good….and right now, my thumb is pretty ok…almost completely recovered..yeah!!! yeah har? Can only ‘yeah’ about this…but not ‘yeah’ about my foot now! Well…..just have to look on the bright side and dun think too much….what can I do now? Nothing!….except pray? And take extra care?Hmm…it was soooo long since I last update my blog..seems so busy and tired and lazy….guess where I am writing my blog now? Haha… it’s in class! Cognitive processes and problem solving presentation is so boring…can almost slack and dun listen…but I am trying to do multi-tasking…haha… but still a bit hard….Oh yar! I’m so happy just now…I have got an A for my 4th UT for this module…the facilitator told me that I had 1 wrong….nearing full marks…yeah!!! Can’t believe it..haha…Oh..last week she said that I have learnt to speak up already…it’s a good sign….have some improvements….yeah…Yeah!!…school vacation coming soon….oops…then we will have to change class again…that’s sad…have to be separated with the first-time-attached friends in poly….we are such a great class, united and challenging…I guess I will be missing them…hmm….can’t stick to them forever…have to learn to change environment… Haizya..later can’t go for training…..maybe just have to sit there and see them play…Can’t do anything much….
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*changes of contents in my wardrobe
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*perfumes
*skin care products
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*independence
*CAR LISENSE
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