****11 Lessons In Life****
1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
6. Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
7. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.
9. A careless word may kindle strife; a cruel word may wreck a life; a timely word may level stress; a loving word may heal and bless.
10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
THURS + FRI
-Chalet-BBQ-UT-a new skill-muscle ache-
Thursday..yesterday...whoooohooo~ haha....after school went to the class 2/6 chalet...the always united class since yr 2000....haha...too bad I can only stay overnight for a night....which is on the BBQ day!hehe...went with shiwen..this year went to Sentosa chalet....haiz...just past the beach and I thought of that time when the RP volleyballers went....kinda miss that atmosphere and have some sad feeling about it too....haha...hmm...the chalet was so isolated...and this time so few people come...haizyo...so sad....mostly the sistas stay overnight.....and some of the 'outsiders' (not our class ppl) also came....as for the BBQ...hmm..not bad not bad....had a great time! Ate so full....haha....so nice.....then my tummy so bloated...hehe....like can't force anymore food down le...haha....wah! sure fat man! haha...Another sad thing is, haiz.....i still must study for UT.....haven't study finish yet....den i just study briefly lor...hehe....but today UT quite okie bahx...just that I was late by 10 mins..and no time to do....haiz...not enough time given for us to do all...hmm....this morning woke up at around 7am and left the chalet at 7.30am and walked out to take the shutter bus...SiQi and Xingyi accompany me out...the rest of them still sleeping like pigs...haha..haizyo....in the end SiQi did not go and play for the YC..she playing in the KB one too...hmmm ....so sad....i was alone in the bus....a bit scary lor....scared lost!haha....alamak..this is the first time I late...and some more got UT!haha...tried my best to walk faster and bear with the pain...haha...but not too bad after all, since warming up with the fast pace walking...oh yah..reached school and saw that 'shy shy' young facilitator was back from his reservice...was kinda shock!haha....
hmm..still hard to walk down the staircase with my condition like this..haiz...felt like asking people to piggy back me....haha...but vball training today ok lor....maybe moved around too much lor...and apply some counter pain cream..finally shiwen brought it back for me....felt much better after applying the cream....cool sensation..haha....hmm.....Bk so good ah today....brought some bread for us....haha....and oh yah! he taught me a new thing today....called the C ball? haha....i think I saw ppl do that too...just can imagine but don't know I can make it mah?..haha...I think I must lose some weights le..getting fat! haizyo!don't anyhow eat k, phloy? and control your diet....and have balance meals...haha...
-Oh my! A sinful thing indeed-
OH MY GOSH!!!! know what i did today? I did a SINFUL thing....On my way back, I ACCIDENTALLY stepped onto a snail! And it was crushed like egg shell....oh NO! I'm SORRY....SORRY...feel like crying....felt so bad....I felt so unclean.....now I knew how J-ang really felt when she did that too some time back le...haiz....pls forgive me...i didn't mean it....
-Talking about going only-Why such a big fuss?
haiz....talking about going to Germany again...and I am sick of it when my sis says something about it....sounds like giving reasons why i should not go....sounded like scolding me...sounded like giving many excuses....I'm sick of it! It's not my idea if i can go....it's them to decide..not me! and i don't mind what their decision is.....though i wanna go, but it's okie if i can't get to go due to some reasons....haha...but why must she made it like she's scolding me? haiz....
-Angry with an irritating person-
On the way home after vball today....ANGRY with a pervert man in the train today! he's sick! staring at me like that! I felt so ANGRY! eeyerrr.....i tried to look away from his eye contact, and he was like staring at me like 'bu shuang' me or don't know what he thinking...stupid man! the way he stared at me really gave me creepy feeling....annoying feeling....i was so frustrated and so, I also gave him my 'bu shuang' expressions...i don't even care to look at him.....STUPID!!! I so ANGRY!!! -'bian tai'-
ZOmBie BeiNg
OH My GosH!!! kiZzy...can u help me?? I seemed to walk like zomBie now! AfteR a lonG sit...Got up and Zombie ME walking around~ haiz....damN pain....I want somebody to massage me!! hahaha....Can't walk dowN stairCase wel...very xinkul....haiz....FeeliNg horrible all over.....how? Recover fast k, Zombie? hahaha!
I WANNA RELEASE MY FRUSTRATION OF PAIN HERE!!!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!! PAIN PAIN...HELP HELP!!!
ARGHHHHHH!!!! SO ANGRY!!! i wrote my entry soooo long and my stupid lappy got hang..and it was GONE................... *sob sob* damn WASTED!!!! hurrrrrrrr~~~~~~~~
Last Match agains Bukit View-Watched movie
haiz.....okie..i must repeat it again!!!
aiya....today just had the last match lor....shu de bu yin gai...we could have won it..but nvm..we played happily can le....and we did, rite? ahaha...yah....boosted our morale liao..hopefully we gals can do it again...
okie....today 'pon' school for this....din go back for the 3rd meeting..but nvm....faci also didn't ask us to go back...haha....then we left the Tampines SPorts hall at about 1 plus? haha....after that me and shiwen don't feel like going home yet..so we wanna go watch movie at clementi...cheaper mah....since it's an old place....$5 only....cos i gonna broke le....but went to the Clementi there den no SHUTTER..haizya....sad case...in the end we went to West Mall to watch a 3.50pm slot...we reached there 4.05pm..missed a little bit..haha...hmm..the movie was quite scary lor....a lot of flashes here and there, a lot of sudden part appearing...scary....many people also screaming like hell...esp. the two gals beside me....haha...they mad ah....some more talked to us...and kinda made frens with them...haha...they asked me whether i got any sweets...haha..and they even told us where the scary parts were since they watched b4..so we were kinda prepared for it...haha...if not, we might be screaming like hell too..haha....quite fun de! haha..those two funny gals...haha...oh no....now chalet coming and people's birthdays coming...I gonna broke soon....in fact broke liao..haha....so must control...cannot anyhow buy things....and anyhow eat eat....like today..walked past this and that ..wanna eat this and that...but I CONTROL!! haha....oh yah...Shiwen and I went to Lot 1 and walk walk for a while....cos she wanna buy earrings....haha..oh! then we met Wanfen, CuiYun, shiling, SiQI and Xinmei by chance there....So qiao ah...Cuiyun and wanfen also wanna go watch the SHUTTER at West Mall ...hahaha....Shiling and Si QI went to the MAC and study for o level lor and xinmei accompany them.... alamak! they can study meh? There so noisy.... not Limbang MAC leh...haizyo...
hmmm.............angry ah...now my entry not fun le...not original anymore...sad....stupid com!!! okie..wanna go study UT le.....
Class chalet + UT coming
oh....life will very busy this few days le...My sec. 2/6 class is having chalet as usual every year...hmm....it will be this Tues to Friday...and I could only make it on Wed and Thurs...luckily next week's training has been changed to Fri bcos of BK's exam....den I will go after school bahx...don't know whether can stay overnight..haiz...bcos of school....hmm...thinking of staying overnight on either wed or Thurs night.. let's see first bahx.....the some more UT coming..haiz....
Oh no! Monday a match against Bukit View -Tues training- Wed Chalet-Thurs Chalet-Friday-training....wahhh.... hahahaha..what a busy week!
When can I study?
FLU! FLU! FLU!
I HATE having flu.....feel like dying....haizyo! know wat, kizzy? I ever thought of killing myself just to stop my flu suffering...how SILLY rite? haiz..I just hate it! oh come on....who likes it rite??
Bcos of the RAIN the day before lor....walking home under the rain after the vball game..walked all the way from Hougang SportHall to Hougang MRT Station. Furthermore, morning ate MAc and had KFC for lunch....that's worse..no wonder woke up the next morning sore throat!! ARgh...!!!!
MONDAY---GUys YC and STEAMBOAT
Woke up the morning at 9.45am and left home at 10am...haha....15 mins to get ready...haha....meeting meiwei at the same bus stop at 10.30am...we went to swim in Hougang SPort Complex....
haha..fun fun!! didn't know Vincente, wenjin and hc also came....haizyo....I only know how to swim play play de..then scared to swim across a deep pool..scared tired half-way ah, den don't know how to stay afloat....the die lor...haha....alamak...lousy la me....last time pri 4 took swimming lesson, 'beginners' course de...the almost drown while taking the test.....but the coach not willing to help me till i reached the other end ah.....wahhh....so bad one...nv teach us how to stay afloat...haha..but nvm..now i know a bit le...once i gain the confidence i will swim across the deep pool...hahaha....i wanna play in the slides one leh..still like CCK one..WHEEEEE~~~~ can scream like hell...(but not scary enough la)...haha...
to be continued.......
SUNDAY - 1st game!!!
Ohh....talking about the game...first game of YC....played with Anderson Sec. ..well we lost! anyway, just feel wasted that we lost...yah...don't cry over spilt milk...but this is really wasting..bcos I believe we gals can do it de...but the 2nd set threw us behind...haiz...well..we managed to win a set...that's not so bad after all.....actually I'm quite satisfied with my performance for the match except for some mistakes I made...haiz....well....just have to wait for the next game bahx...i shall remain optimistic for the next game...hehe.... Stupid Me!!! I forgot that Monday no school man...haha..then I thought I would not be able to make it to watch the guys play...Luckily Alex and Kok Mun asked me whether I wanna watch the guys game...haha..if not i blur blur go school on Monday ah!!! idiot me!!!what's on my mind????haha.. I was so happy that Monday is a holiday so that I can stay at Guli's house for another night and no need to go back to CCK...hahahahha.....no housework!! GREAT!!! haha....can wake up late! haha....totally no discipline! haha....but after I found out that I can stay another night...I went back to CCK to get some more clothes, bathed and had dinner there...after that at night I went back to Bishan again...haha...travelling here and there....luckily i have train concession.... Reached Guli's house at 10 plus....played with Chucky and watched TV...haha....hmm...i watched a late night ghost movie...which is the " VISIBLE SECRETS II" wOW~ haha.....quite scary....I think I watched alone....while Guli and Teru were in the room playing games....there were a couple of times i wanted to call Guli out to accompany me when the "climax" come.... but 'paiseh' to ask her out..haha....but i was scared stiff lor...haiyo...haha..timid person! haha...
ART OF LETTING GO
OOOOOOHhhhhhhhhh
Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.
Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever more
Wish I could open up that door
Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go
Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through the pain of one more day
Without you
Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning, only learning, Learning the art of letting go.
ooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
***TiRing LifE***Captain's ball!!!hahaha*****
hihihihi Kizzy...miss me? hehe~hmp hmp...I tell u something...I am very tired..tired..tired
!!!...my eyes going to be like panda eyes le...well..these few days I also have been sleeping so-called early le mah..how come I am still so tired ah? hmm...so Kizzy, u think i am a lazy pig hehe~hmmm...UT day! Enterprise Skills- I think I did like shit ah..can prepare to die le la...Read the 1st few questions le then started to feel discouraged, kept reading the same
question again and again....suddenly mind blur le....totally lose confidence...furthermore no time to check all the answers....oh no...feel like sleeping now..just 9pm onli leh...feel like giving myself a tight slap across my own face and wake myself up! haha~ After school today... me, Cui Ting and Zhou Li went to Queensway Shopping Centre to place an order for our Class T-shirts....haha...we wanted to make since last semester, but don't know how come will drag until now...we wanna wear the jersey to play for our Captains Ball..haha....wait!!! I got to leave u here, Kizzy.....haiz...so tired right now, and my sis wants me to accompany Zhong Yi to 7-eleven.........***JUST TO BUY ICE- CREAM!!!
***Oh for my goodness sake! I am like a dead meat!! anyway, i also wanna eat! haha... fat fat fat!! talk to Kizzy soon......*away*Im back!!! just watched "The Champion" Haizyoyo....I hate that gal!!!I hate to watch any show which has this kinda plot...don't know what her name was...do all the despicable ways to get Kai Xin's bf...Eeeyerr...just can't stand it....just hate it man...I'm so arigated in Kai xin's place! haha...well..it's just a show..no big deal..haiz...bcos of vball training, cannot watch tml..haiz!!! too bad! left the last 4 episodes le...I wanna watch!!!Oh yah..I was talking about Captain's ball right, Kizzy? haha...Yah...our class is sending 2 teams to play..whaha~ I am so excited...I am so happy that I made them join...haha....at first no one interested de...den I persuade and persuade...seems like i'm the only one interested initially...haha..but now the class got so "ON" about it..hehe..so happy!!!happy happy.....Guess wat, Kizzy??? We named our team the "Hong Xing" team....it's a gang name from a movie...haha....fun isn't it? haha....in my team there are : Cui Ting, Catherine, Hui Ping, Liang Wei, my tu di (Ernest)-[made him the leader] and Marcus...yeah man~ *Hong Xing* can do it!!haha...In the other team : Kash, Nemo, Sue, Tobias, Wei Hong, Zhi wei and Jeffrey...hmmm..seems racist isn't it? haha....den i don't know what they named their team...hmm....oh yah....the UT for Engineering Math has been postponed..wow..so lucky!!
haha..and also a little wasted at the same time....haha...cos I prepared for it a bit earlier
on..but well..it's also much better to postpone it so that more time can be used to
practise the maths..hehe...yeah! But kinda no confidence...hehe...hmm..don't think about
it for now...haha...tired tired...tml still have vball training at 4pm despite Deepavali Holiday....haiz...
*11.37pm* Sunday
hmm...today i have some sense of satisfaction..yeah!!hehe..studied Engineering maths for UT le..some only...hehe....this time not going to make it last minute...revise my A maths and did some problems..hehe...*pheww*..felt more relieved..got motivation from vincente also..hehe...must jia you for vball and studies..just trying my best...
hmm..today Guli and Teru came over again..hehe..and sad thing was i couldn't go and sleep overnight yesterday because they are not free today...so maybe next week..if i have nothing on....feel relieved that Zhong Ren and Zhong Yi's exams are over!haha..yeah! i also can enjoy le..and play play...hmmm....finally install the SIMS 2!!! haha...i waiting to play...like very nice...seeing my nephews played tempted me ah..haha...see tml got time to try or not...hehe...oh my gosh...it's Eng maths tml....haiz...integration!!!!!plus related to the rate of water flow... that's my worse topic for A maths..i think I gonna die le...hmmp!!!
Hmmm....suddenly i feel like going to swimming nowadays..maybe got influenced from shiwen...haha....
hmmm.....Eunice asked me about my nick man..haiz...i also don't know how to explain..haiz..weird is weird lor...something is bothering me...what is it? and why why why?just forget it k! okie....i forgot to tell u Bloggy something..i have been thinking of giving you a name...the name that i gave my diary...so long nv update that diary le..I shall call you Kizzy...hehe..NICE name? u like Kizzy? haha...it comes from the other diary Kit...haha...now online one call you Kizzy...hehe.....that way I feel more close to you...and share with u my thoughts..I'm contented that u hear my story without a noise...be my listening ear..hehe...oh no! i'm I talking too much crap here? hehe...Sorry Kit, I forgot about you when I know of Kizzy...but I might share with u my deepest deepest sadness that Kizzy cannot take it....haha....is it alright? hehe...you noe phloy is mad now? haha..well....enuff of my nonsense le...Kizzy can't wait for phloy to stop her nonsense..hehe...hmm...okie..end here for today....aiyo..i thought i wanna tell u something until b4 12am (Monday) de..in the end exceed.....hhehe....
*12.17am* (Friday Night)
hahaha...just bathed finished! and had dinner le...haha...just went to watched movie and played Pool!!!haha...so fun!!din expect my day will go like that..hehe...suddenly turned my moody and tiring day to the other way round...hmm...today was a damn tiring day for me..not in the mood in do anything....after school ended at 4pm...waiting for shiwen....asked me to go down to her class instead since i am alone with Tobias...so boring...moved to shiwen's class there and surf the net....also don't know what games to play...don't seem fun....waiting to install the Sims2 and CS...haha....surf and surf until sianz.....slept in her class lor....restless....until 6.30pm then we left the school....on the way to redhill MRT we saw Ernest...haha...and he kept arguing with shiwen ah...the same old thing...."shi fu...shi fu's meimei, tudi" argh~mad ah they all...haha...let them argue bahx...('suaning' here and there non-stop de)...hmm...reached CCK interchange about 7.20pm...was about to go home but suddenly saw Peishan, Wanfen, Zhanhong, and soon after Yi hong came...wow..so surprised!haha..they were planning to go to watch movie...hmm...wat movie ah? du long or something like that? memory bad la me...haha....but too bad they missed that 7.15pm slot bcos yihong came late....I was so happy to see them....haha...then decided to go to watch movie with them...gave my sis a call and told her! hmm....we wanted to watch the ghost movie called "si wang" one...but also too bad we can't! M18 one lor...haha....oops...i can la...they cannot....only 17....but they wanna give it a try and asked me to buy the tickets for them...but we needed to show the IC....haiz....sad case....so limited movies at that time...no other nice movies to watch also....den we persuaded the auntie who sells the tickets to let us buy the tickets lor since my frens are going to 18 soon...haha...but still cannot..haiz...so...in the end, got to wait for Princess Diaries II at 9.15pm slot..YEAH!! finally i can watch....while waiting we went to play pool....I was so 'ON' man...pool nice mah....but skills still not improved yet....haha....wanfen and peishan sat down and see...wah....saw some Ah Beng looking guys..scary...oh some more, saw some familiar faces....junior unitians!! hmm....only shiwen, me, zhanhong and yihong played....haha....Yihong taught me some skills...haha....my skills still so lousy....maybe a little improve?haha...the ball flew again!missed the balls so many times le.....haha..*lousy lousy*haha...oh yah..wanfen also tried to play den followed by peishan...haha...they also so funny lor....the pattern also like how i first time played de....esp. wanfen...haha....she was excited about it too..haha....now she starts to enjoy it huh? haha....she say next time we go play together again...haha....it was fun!haha..... hmm.....after that we went to watch the movie....WOW~~It was so NICE....haha....ROMANTIC and FUNNY....that's wat i like!hehe....the dressings so nice....Mia is so clumsy..same as usual....but this part is more funny than the 1st Part....more funny stuffs....haha....hmmm....i dun mind going to watch again...haha...thought wanna go to watch with meiwei they all...in the end i watched first...*guilty*..hehe..
oh...don't think i will be going back to USS to play vball tml...too tired le....still have accumulated housework to do....if not can't go to stay overnight at Guli's house....haha....
*11.12am*
hmm...today having vball training again today...hehe...yeah! i wanna play my best!hehe...
hmm...oh no! I'm getting fat! think reached more than my usual maximum weight...
whaha~ well well....tried to reduce and not eat rubbish le...no wonder two days ago had a
serious diarrhea...don't know went to the toilet how many times le.....since morning until
vball training.....if im not wrong, should be around 5 or 6 times bahx...haha..crazy...
alamak...talking about stomach, i have a bad feeling le..seems to feel pain rite now...*brb*
haiz....something must be wrong with my stomach ah..not only two days ago
stomachache, yesterday and today also stomachache....my sis said i might have food
poisoning bcos I told her i felt headache and sick on that day...haha..but i think not that
la...just that i had eaten a lot of stuffs recently..don't know why also leh..hehe....*mouth
itchy* bahx...hmm...haha...
*4.12pm*just did a role play just now..haha...hmm...yeah! i like to act!hehe..got the motivation
from last semester, bcos I acted so real...*bleah*..den was kinda surprised la....haha..i
rather act then do powerpoint presentation. Hmm...seems like I have many things to say
earlier on, suddenly now nothing to say le...thought wanna summarise what to say...haha
....hmm hmm....oh yah....this weekend i might be going back to USS to play vball...SiQi
said she doing back to play...oh...see how first lor..if not i might be going to stay
overnight at Guli's house for the weekend, I wanna use her scanner to scan something...
haha....and play play there as well..haha...also see how lor...alamak...UT coming again
...*sianz*...must study hard to the engineering science and maths ah...Esp. engineering
maths bcos it's based mostly on A math stuffs...better revise my A maths, otherwise I
can die ah...hmm hmm..wat else do I wanna say? okie...enough for now bahx...
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***When a GIRL is quiet,Millions of things are running in her mind.
***When a GIRL is not arguing,She is thinking deeply.
***When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full ofquestions,She is wondering how long you will be around.
***When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a fewseconds,She is NOT at all fine.
***When a GIRL stares at you,She is wondering why you are lying.
***When a GIRL lays on your chest,She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
***When a GIRL calls you everyday,She is seeking for your attention.
***When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,She wants to be PAMPERED.
***When a GIRL sms's u everyday,She wants you to REPLY AT LEAST ONCE.
***When a GIRL says I love you,She means it.
***When a GIRL says that she can't live withoutyou,She has made up her mind that you are her future.
***When a GIRL says "i miss you",No one in this world can miss you more than that...
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*staying happy-go-lucky
*freedom
*get into a Uni
*PR
*good paying job
*a new hair-do/image
*changes of contents in my wardrobe
*new sets of shoes/cosmetics
*perfumes
*skin care products
*being a teacher/engineering assist/SUCCESSFUL career woman
*independence
*CAR LISENSE
`25 `02 `1986
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hongchuan|
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