=wanna compose song?=
I'm trying to compose a song!haha...dunno why all of sudden wanna do that! Keep singing to myself with my own lyrics!! whahaha~ I must be mad..... I finally find meanings of lyrics meaningful now....I finally see why.....it's more than melody.....
And now i find the joy of writing.....wanna blog and blog...and tell Kizzy everything...hehe.. =D
=Reflection=
[hee~seems like i'm constantly reminded of the past....whatever the past are....esp. when I listen to THIS song.....until NOW....I still listen to it.....*MAD*
I find that I am stubborn...I still hold on to my past....Still can't let go at the moment...I wanna let go, YET i am just be reminded once more....I wanna forget.....but I just can't.....*confusion state*....I don't wanna be reminded...I wanna leave that out....I don't wanna see it again....wanna go away from it...I wanna run away....I wanna leave that environment so that I can peacefully forget it......but there's no way i can leave that environment....the environment is fixed.... the feeling is still haunting me....I don't wanna be haunted every now and then...I wanna find my way of happiness.....
arghh!!~~I guess i am just too stubborn to be thinking of it.....thinking of it won't solve anything....just making me feel worse.....
I feel that I am opened enough to say all these now....that's one thing i realised about myself....i don't care what people think le....I just wanna be who i should be....just be happy for who you are...YOURSELF...]
*staying happy-go-lucky
*freedom
*get into a Uni
*PR
*good paying job
*a new hair-do/image
*changes of contents in my wardrobe
*new sets of shoes/cosmetics
*perfumes
*skin care products
*being a teacher/engineering assist/SUCCESSFUL career woman
*independence
*CAR LISENSE
`25 `02 `1986
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