well..im back to blog at last. hmms..where have i been all these whiles? well...im just moving on with life as it goes. just like how the earth is rotating ard the sun and the moon is making its rotation ard the earth..and blah blah..what am i talking here? wahaha! once u are urself, you become mad huh? hmms. am i myself right now? oh well...life gets up and down, you see. same goes for everybody. now i realised more complicated stuffs den b4. Life isn't just simplicity, but the complexity and reality. face it boldly and accept it when it comes ur way. a time for reflections now? but it's late now..1.28am already and have to get up at 6.30/6.40am for school.
Lately, family's having some problems which I least expected it to have. least expect it to occur at this moment. dwelling onto it also isn't of any use. but just keep on going. keep on thinking and learning on my part, where i begin to grasp some reality which i never had to bother to take care of it.the once ignorant me is beginning to observe the environment more, and learning how to build up the strength that i never had. learning how to find alternatives to life. Life journey is a life-long learning journey. jus like education, it never ends there. somehow i m just grateful to be able to face these so that im able to take the next challenge when it comes. i fear less for now. my fears used to demoralise me, and now these fears is building the confidence in me for the next level in life. it challenges me every now and then. it seems like im talking my own 'nonsense' and 'chimilogy' here? well...who understands? hmmms..actually i dun understand myself either. look again, and read again after i have completed what i had said. sometimes i dun understand the whole thing, for why i wrote this. but it made sense when i was writing. hehe...just kinda queer explanation. i must be mad then. well forget it then. i guess many has gone thru my mind to the extent that im uttering my own 'chimilogy'. well in that case, some things to say...im just too contradicting on my part. well....let's stop here for a rest from my own chimilogy.
`update soon on the happenings`
off to slp le!!
*staying happy-go-lucky
*freedom
*get into a Uni
*PR
*good paying job
*a new hair-do/image
*changes of contents in my wardrobe
*new sets of shoes/cosmetics
*perfumes
*skin care products
*being a teacher/engineering assist/SUCCESSFUL career woman
*independence
*CAR LISENSE
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