It's Glitz 2007 today!!! haha.
Woke up and did my housework as usual, with a special duty, vacuumed the floor and mopped it. Wow..so clean now. Lol.
Went to bathe and then got ready for Glitz night, which took place in school, TRCC. sianz..school again. I was nominated for the Best Captain of the year! oh my! I know I wont get anything, cos im kinda useless captain. Lol. I know it one. but anyway, i din carry much hope for that. Another great thing is, our female team was nominated for the best team of the year. and lastly, I've got Meritorious Silver award again! 3 consecutives years already! yeah! LOL. 3 stars plaque! haha. Well anyway, the event was alright. haha..as expected, no best captain award. and sad thing was no best team award for us. haiz..after that we went to UK funfair at woodlands there, I was dying to ride the ferris wheel. so excited manz..but then I saw the sky-rider!! arghhh!! I wanna sit that...arghh! LOL. but too bad, I wore skirt so cannot le...haiz..i miss the sports tour when we went to genting, we took a total of 8 rides. some ppl almost vomitted. hahaha..stupid. I really like the sky ride. so thrilling. too bad, got to make a do with ferris wheel. no choice. stupid skirt. maybe next time then go and try the sky ride. lol.
I came back home and told ah dar abt the ferris wheel thingy. he almost turn me upside down, not cos he dun let me play, it's cos i played with my vball guys frens. and i told him got gal. sihui was there. he still doesnt want to trust me about having guys around. i dunno why he reacted so badly abt me spending such times like that with guys. just bcos im too 'hao wan' doesnt mean i behave flirtatuously with my these groups of frens. Yes. i know im playful. I play like kids. They are my frens, the close frens i have. bcos we are from a sport team, our relationships were all built from our spirits of unity and stupidity. since sometimes im kinda tomboy, so i could just hang out with guys. but when i have ah dar i know my limits ah..i did not ever go out one on one or one whole group with only guys already. I have kept my distance further already until i was seen like a person who care for bf only and no longer frens anymore.. but i will also prioritise my duty as a gf and frens ah. Im wanna have a balanced life. ah dar always says that i never played enough, what does he mean? play with life? or play with guys? i doubt i enjoy being a slut. lol. i assured him before about my commitment in the relationship. im doing wat my conscience lead me to. if he continue to doubt me, he obviously doesnt trust my conscience. i will not tolerate this thing. im not threatening this kind of thing, but in a relationship, we've got to trust each other for who WE ARE. dont look back into the past and think that the current situation would be the same as before. i know that ah dar was hurt b4, of cos im not gonna repeat that kind of thing to him, it was too harsh and hurtful. only a bitch would do such thing. i dun believe i love doing that. im a person who detest living in guilt. guilt and pride are very impt to me. i wont be just any stupid human who only follows what the heart brings u, to love somebody else and forsake ur own, cos u find him better than urs. does that feel great? i doubt so. for some gals out there. maybe yes. cos u are never satisfied. i admit that im a person who is contented easily, a lot of ppl do think likewise.
well..stop making things draggy here...time will tell..but one's must really live to see the reality. grow up and understand why everyone has different thinking.
i just hope that he can trust me.
*staying happy-go-lucky
*freedom
*get into a Uni
*PR
*good paying job
*a new hair-do/image
*changes of contents in my wardrobe
*new sets of shoes/cosmetics
*perfumes
*skin care products
*being a teacher/engineering assist/SUCCESSFUL career woman
*independence
*CAR LISENSE
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