Welcome me back again:) Labels: sianz with life
hmm...it had been a really long time since i last updated my entries. It has been dead all these whiles. haiz..
im sick of boredom now. super sick. staying at home and rot. Just a little, or so-called a big update here, I patched back my exbf. That is ah dar. A long story to say why. Maybe next time I shall then talk about it bahx...im so bored to the extent that I have to come back from my used-to-be busy life and now landed in a nothing-to-do life. I havent got a job. such a loser. haha. damn loser. and lousy. There are reasons why la. Luck, heck care attitude and timing and my status, as a thai. so hard to find a job. under a condition that im waiting for my application results of the universities. haiz...and getting a PR. my life's in a mess now. gotta wait and see whatever outcome come into my way, and then I can make the decisions.
i pray i can get into Nus. Ntu rejected me. *sadded* but nvm, i told myself not to give up. i can appeal for a place. Nus and smu have not given me any news. haiz. sianz. but whatever it is, i will still look for alternatives in leading my life. my aim of life is of cos, being a successful career woman, before settling down. I gotta be optimistic about what I wanna do. once a fall, shouldnt be a second fall, nor the third. i should have gotten enough of it.
hey my friends, do you find it hard to communicate with me? Do i have communication breakdown? But why does it happen with me and my bf? he always scolded me for not being able to hear me well, and whatever i said has no link and i speak too fast...arghhh..im so tired of it. I dunno what else to do. yea, i know that i have to improve in my articulation and think before i speak. of cos i will try to improve that. I cannot promise that I can do it, cos i sometimes may have forgotten it, and even be still talking like that without realising that u couldn't understand me. I cannot promise bcos i am actually silently trying, it's not that i don't wanna try. I don't wanna give empty promises, so I don't wanna say that I from now on wont talk like that. I know my english not that good..please be patient with me a bit. Im scared i will have a hard time switching my pace of talking. So my promise is underhand till i have made it, and wait till you realise it.
A quarrel a day really makes my day horrible throughout the whole day. haiz..sianz...
*staying happy-go-lucky
*freedom
*get into a Uni
*PR
*good paying job
*a new hair-do/image
*changes of contents in my wardrobe
*new sets of shoes/cosmetics
*perfumes
*skin care products
*being a teacher/engineering assist/SUCCESSFUL career woman
*independence
*CAR LISENSE
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